Asthma, Micro-teach and gardening!

Still feeling a bit like my feet haven't touched the ground in ages! After writing my last entry here, my daughter had her first asthma attack in 2 months. Thankfully, she managed to stay out of hospital this time, and hence, away from more steroid pills. She went to a kids birthday party, and due to me feeling too rude to stop her, she accepted a cake from the host.....which was full of artificial colours etc. I think that may have set her off, as I've kept her away from those kinds of things since I can remember. I've just go to be strong next time, and risk offending the host, but know I'm protecting my daughter. I believe a little bit of such things do no harm to the majority of people, but I do think they affect my daughter.

So anyway, she came back from the party Saturday eve, and during the night had quite a sudden bout of asthmatic coughing and wheezing. From then until Tuesday, I gave her frequent uses of her salt pipe, and the regular reliever inhaler, and on Tuesday morning, the doctor couldn't detect a wheeze!! I was quite shocked...it's the first time she's had an attack in 2 months, and the first time ever that she's got over it so quickly, and without having to resort to nebulisers and steroid pills in hospital! I was so happy with her recovery, that she was playing at the local play barn on Wednesday, fit as she usually is, with lots of energy. In the past, she's had an attack, then within 24 hours she's needed help in hospital, leading to steroid pills for a few days, and I've not felt she was fit enough for even school for at least a week after the attack. This was amazing, really. It gives me so much hope for her future! The longer time passes between attacks, and the fewer times she needs help, the stronger her chest will become. :-)

Anyway, on a different subject, I had an interview today. An interview from hell. It was for a supply job, but involved tests in numerical reasoning and literacy understanding....which were fine, but also a 'micro-teach' of 10 minutes, to a panel of 3 assessors, on the subject of introducing vocabulary to level 1 ESOL learners, for going to the doctors. Well, I had NO idea what was expected of me, so did my best....which wasn't good enough. They had a list of criteria for what they wanted, from a detailed lesson plan, to the relevance of the materials....I was fine on the overall presentation of myself, making them feel at ease etc, but they didn't like my choice of materials or that my lesson plan (for 10 minutes!?!) was in my head.

Ah well, I see it as a great experience, and good to know what's expected in case I have another silly interview like that - but their loss! I felt like saying, that if they'd allowed me a 2 hour class, full of actual foreign students, and that topic, I'd have shown them exactly what I was capable of....but to squeeze a snapshot of what I can do into 10 minutes, was just a crazy idea! She said I showed 'promise'!?! I felt like pointing out that I've 3 years of teaching experience, and amazing references (that they'd not requested yet!), and great appraisals......and I knew how to make activities interesting and to elicit responses and things!!!! (It did anger me a little I guess! ;-) )

As a way of calming down, and getting my mind off the thought of today, I kept very busy yesterday. My back was killing me by the end of it! I helped my husband in his job in the morning, feeding cows and fixing stuff on the farm, while his boss was away. He'd usually do it himself, but has smashed his finger while building there last week, so needed me. After that, if that wasn't knackering enough, I cam home, cooked lunch, then went and dug a large vegetable patch in our back lawn! Got all the turf off, moved that, then forked up all the ground, and removed all the stones! A good 3 hours in the garden, surrounded by chickens pecking up all the worms I was digging up, and my daughter 'trying' to help with her little trowel! Slept well last night!! I can't wait to get planting again soon! I have all my seeds and onions and potatoes ready...just need the temperature to rise now! Will post some pics here as green stuff starts appearing......

Crossroads....

Been a strange few weeks....like my feet haven't touched the ground! The addition of starting a Zumba fitness class, and visiting my friend with new baby, have seemed to make my week full now! I'm not complaining though, it's a good thing. Less time to think about the past, more time to concentrate on the future!

As for the future, I seem to be at a crossroads. Career or more children? I may not even have a choice really, I'm not to know....I may not have another successful pregnancy, or I may not cope with a post-grad course in Speech and Language therapy. I'm not to know until I try one or the other. I just have to decide which.....and it has to be agreed with hubby too, of course. Friends say I should just see what happens, but I always like to focus on something...I'm pro-active I guess. I feel that now would be a good time to have another child, when our first is about to start full time school, and I've not started a new career. Starting a new career will be good for us all though, so it's quite confusing.

On a different subject, I've been quite angered by something I read on the Asthma UK website. Research shows that steroid pills are ineffective in treating pre-school wheezing. My daughter has had around 5 prescriptions of steroids in the last year, and I thought it was those which were saving her life. I've hated her having to have them though, knowing the damage they can do in the longterm. Now I read that they were unnecessary!!! It does anger me. I just really hope that the salt pipe she's using continues to keep her wheezing away, and she never has to return to hospital with another asthma attack. Fingers crossed.